March 2012
February 2012
Reading hurts.
That moment when you finish a book, look around, and realize that everyone is just carrying on with their lives as though you didn’t just experience emotional trauma at the hands of a paperback.
“Go after her. Fuck, don’t sit there and wait for her to call, go after her because that’s what you should do if you love someone, don’t wait for them to give you a sign cause it might never come, don’t let people happen to you, don’t let me happen to you, or her, she’s not a fucking television show or tornado. There are people I might have loved had they gotten on the airplane or run down the street after me or called me up drunk at four in the morning because they need to tell me right now and because they cannot regret this and I always thought I’d be the only one doing crazy things for people who would never give enough of a fuck to do it back or to act like idiots or be entirely vulnerable and honest and making someone fall in love with you is easy and flying 3000 miles on four days notice because you can’t just sit there and do nothing and breathe into telephones is not everyone’s idea of love but it is the way I can recognize it because that is what I do. Go scream it and be with her in meaningful ways because that is beautiful and that is generous and that is what loving someone is, that is raw and that is unguarded, and that is all that is worth anything, really.”
—Harvey Milk (via cocainebrunch)
sometimes...
sometimes its easy to tell when you fucked up… this is one of those times for me right now… im in tears and shaking because i know what i jsut did was about as horrible of a thing i could have done to someone that i care for… i care more for her than i would be willing to admit to near anyone right now and i just hurt her worse that i think i have ever hurt anyone… if there is anyway for me to make it up to her right now i would… no i didnt do something physical to her… but what i did was worse than near anything i could have done physically.. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck… i think im going poof for awhile so those of you that follow me on this and know me in real life im sorry…
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a friend did this last night so imma do this tonight ha
